Hallucinations Anyone?
Dawn_Treader
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I did not see a thread on this subject. If one exists then apologies. I would like to know your non drug enhanced hallucination stories experienced during a swim. Just curious. Were they abstract or based on deep fears or wishes? Were they positive, negative, scary or joyful? Please share and don't be shy. Thanks!
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That said, it can get REALLY creepy after a while. I train to deal mentally with the exhaustion (and resulting seizures), but sometimes it gets to be too much and I call it a day earlier than I planned.
I find I have a heightened sense of smell when swimming. The lilac growing on the river bank is my favourite, but a nearby barbeque runs it close
I tried to convince myself, but, orange flavour electrolyte, mixed with hot chocolate,
tastes nothing like Terry's Chocolate Orange ....
don't know how I forgot, smell of chips from The Old Bridge Take-Away is another one
I tried to convince myself, but, orange flavour electrolyte, mixed with hot chocolate,
tastes nothing like Terry's Chocolate Orange ....
And, not a hallucination, but when I swim long workouts in the pool I get irrationally upset at people with fins and toys and can't wait for them to leave the neighboring lanes.
Swimming parallel and relatively the shore at any beach with seaweed and rocks, the waves will cause the swimmer to move in and out, as will the seaweed. the rocks will remain stationary but because you and the seaweed are moving in concert it looks like the rocks are actually moving. Very disconcerting.
http://notdrowningswimming.com - open water adventures of a very ordinary swimmer
I thought I saw monkeys in the trees during EndWet
Monkeys in the trees would have scared me.
Bumping this thread to hopefully spark some new conversation on hallucinations during swims. I was reading Vicki Keith's blog and she said the 36 hour mark was the usual rough spot for her - I think @msathlete has said the same? Would love to hear anyone's experiences if they feel comfortable sharing.
During my recent Catalina Crossing, I saw my coach on my boat even though I knew he was across the country in Massachusetts! I also kept thinking that the spinning thing on top of the boat was someone waving at me to go faster!
In my early swims, when I did not know how to swim (seriously) and had no nutrition plan and was quite dehydrated, I hallucinated swimming over hawaiian shirts in the water. It was in the Hudson (during Red light house swim about 6 years ago) and I remember seeing the shirts pop in and out from the muddy water underneath me. Like parts of them became more clear and then floated down back. It was so real that for years I was persuaded that I swam over someone's laundry.
Only after watching 'Running on the sun' movie, where the badwater ultra marathoners talk about hallucinations, I slowly realized that the Hawaiian shirts were not real.
I continually hallucinate that I am a fast swimmer...
@jmm234 I have been known to dabble in the occasional hallucination. It usually kicks in anywhere after 24 hours, although if you are swimming on a really sunny day the sun can affect your vision which may cause you to see very strange things too!
I found my hallucinations to be more in sync with the mood of the crew around me than some of the 70's style psychedelic cartoon like visions seen by others. If my crew is working in harmony I seen angels, if they are tense and quibbling with one another I see devils. But then again, as a west coast girl who lives on Vancouver Island I am often impacted on a deep level by the group mood/behaviour of the moment, even when not hallucinating.
Interestingly my homeopath has identified sugar as the psychedelic culprit with the theory being once the sugar levels drop to low - bazinga! Not sure to what extent it is true. Perhaps some of the more experienced swimmers out there might know.
Clinically significant low blood sugars cause a number of parasympathetic responses, and trigger releases of counter-regulatory hormones. When I am sleeping and my sugars go low, my dreams tend to become violent and panicky -- due to floods of adrenaline and epinephrine, I imagine.
I imagine people with diabetes experience low blood sugars differently (and at much lower levels) than people without diabetes. People with diabetes lack a glucagon fail-safe mechanism. (Glucagon causes the liver to spill glucose from its storage to protect the body from low glucose.)
Interestingly, you (even people with/without diabetes) can blunt a low blood sugar with an all-out 10-30 second maximal sprint.
Preventing Hypoglycemia During and After Exercise
http://www.diabetesincontrol.com/preventing-hypoglycemia-during-and-after-exercise/
Also, for what it's worth, I have hallucinated a giant rotating bald spot in the sky, giant power towers (hundreds of times larger than normal), and that I've seen the ground. The bald spot was particularly entertaining. . My sugars were fine at the time.
I have found this to be common after the age of 40. But I have also found the inevitable byproduct of this hallucination is severe pain which, ironically, is also its cure...
"Lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought be down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead..."
While not really a hallucination in the traditional sense, I did "see" an interesting thing while swimming the Border Buster in VT this weekend. I was only a couple hours in and not yet suffering physically or mentally by any means, but the sun was rising directly behind my kayaker from my vantage point (I have a weird shoulder so I keep the kayaker to my right so I had to deal with the sun in my face as a result). You know how when you look at a bright light and then when you look away close your eyes you see the shape of the bright light? The multiple glances into the general direction of the sun put together a series of spots in my eyes that made the shape of the kool-aid man. I started giggling to myself and yelling 'OH YEAHHH' in my head. I questioned my own sanity for more than a hot minute!
My wife was my pilot during Swim teh Suck. Her Dad has a big bushy white mustache. At one point, when I'd been in the groove for a while, I kept seeing that mustache on her when siting on her. Had to stop for a moment to regroup.
@tortuga - this might be the best one I've heard!
Bringing this thread up.....
I find that I frequently will hear whistles that sound exactly like the one my kayaking friend has to alert me for feeds.....
AND
I'll hear people calling my name. So clearly, in fact..... that I will stop to see what's going on. "nothing".
So now...I find that I'm ignoring hearing my name.....until recently when it really WAS my yakker calling my name..... so confusing. so very confusing.
This year is my "learn as much as possible" (conditions, feeding, equipment, etc.) So, figuring out a way for me to tell the difference between fake name calling and real name calling..... haven't quite got that nailed down yet.
I had a dog, Chesapeake Bay Retriever, that loved to go in the water but wasn't actually a very good swimmer. So he would crawl on top of me when we swam together. About once a year, I feel him crawling on me when I swim open water - exact same sensation that I can't explain away with waves or chop or current. It's never happened in the pool.
@Sara_Wolf have you thought about hand signals to use on top of the whistle? Does your yakker stay close enough to you that you can see their eyes when you breathe?
Funny you mention that.....
That's our next "practice goal" -- developing hand signals. Yes, I'm pretty able to stay a consistent distance from her to be able to see, as long as I don't need to see details. This past week, I was able to see her getting the bottle ready to throw so would know to look for it.
And, for the record, she's got a good arm AND good aim. For 5 different feeds, she was able to plop that bottle within an arm's length of my head but NOT on my head. I was able to stroke, grab, tilt, and drink.
Oohh.... she's a good one to keep around as a support person. Great arm! LOL!
I'm not sure how others do it, but in the races I've done with a yakker and supporting a swimmer as well, I've asked them to show me when there's 5 minutes to go for a feed by just showing their hand. It kind of helped break it up a bit and know that you're getting close. I've also felt like Pavlov's dog when i see them rummaging around for a bottle. It's so easy to get excited that it's almost time for a feed.
Pavlov's swimmer, is more like it!
Yes, when I see her rest the paddle on her lap and start fiddling with extending the dog leash..... i start looking for the bottle in front of my face.
She is a good one to keep around.......... AND she volunteered to paddle as long as I'm willing to swim, even when it gets "cold" (although around here, "cold" is relative compared to 'all y'all' up north). She works for food!
I have had moments on long, open water swims where I have basically “fallen asleep.” I have been in a groove and just checked out. Once, I swam in a complete u-turn and my kayaker had to hit me on the back of the head with their paddle to get me to snap out of it. Really weird feeling. Took me a good thirty seconds to realize where I was.